Month: April 2023

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Living in the Moment

We all have things that make us anxious.

Think about some things that cause you anxiety or stress. Now ask yourself, “How many of them have to do with worrying about events that happened in the past?”

It doesn’t matter how recently in the past the event took place. It could have been five years ago, five days ago, five minutes ago, or five seconds ago.

Now, how many of them have to do with anxiety over an event that may or may not happen in the future? Some events that cause you stress might have been both about the past and the future, because you may be disappointed or angry about something that happened in the past, and you may be concerned that it will also happen again in the future.

Do any of your worries have to do with anything that is occurring right now, at this very moment? Note that some things may have their root causes in the past, but you may be worried or anxious about them in the present. In such a case, the event that led to your present anxiety is still in the past. It’s your choice in the present moment whether or not to pay attention to the memory of that event.

Think about the things that cause you stress in your day-to-day life. As you do, ponder the fact that unless someone invents a time machine, you cannot go back and change anything in the past the past. The past no longer exists except in your memory. Since the only place the past exists is in your memory, you are in control of it. You can choose which memories to pay attention to, and which memories to ignore.

Likewise, the future does not exist except as an extrapolation of the mind. Trying to anticipate what may or may not happen in the future is just a mental exercise, and nothing based in reality. You might think that some things are likely to happen, and some things are less likely to happen, but unless you have a crystal ball or a time machine, the only way to know for sure what will happen in the future is to wait and see.

The key point to remember here is that feelings are not facts. Moods are not facts. Thoughts are not facts. Moods, thoughts and feelings are just processes of the mind. If you are stressed or depressed over past or future events, you have the choice over which feelings and moods to pay attention to, and which thoughts and feelings to let go of.

A benefit of Mindfulness-Based Ecotherapy is that when we leave Doing Mode and enter Being Mode, we stop worrying about the past or stressing over the future, if only for a moment.

Note that this doesn’t mean that leaving Doing Mode and entering Being Mode makes bad moods go away. It just means that by entering Being Mode, we allow ourselves the choice of not giving energy to those negative moods.

By living in the moment we create some space between our True Selves and our thoughts, moods and feelings. This space allows us some breathing room. It also allows us to come to know that we are not our moods. We are not our feelings. We get to choose who and what we are.

This all happens by living in the moment.

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Process Addictions

process addiction and emotional aggression

Emotional aggressors can sometimes become addicted to their gaslighting behaviors.

The three major symptoms of an addiction are withdrawal, tolerance, and loss of control. In substance abuse, “withdrawal” manifests in physical and psychological symptoms upon abstaining from the drug of choice. “Tolerance” means that it takes more and more of the same drug to get the same effect. “Loss of control” means that as a person becomes addicted to a substance, they start giving up other things in pursuit of the next “high.”

People with addiction issues lose control over their behavior to the point that their drug of choice is the only thing that matters. They’ll forsake family, friends, work, school and any social interaction in pursuit of their drug of choice.

With emotional aggressors the “high” comes from manipulating others emotionally. For the emotional aggressor, withdrawal manifests as getting irritated, upset or angry when they can’t control you. Tolerance shows up as needing more and more control over the emotional states of others to get the same “high.”

Eventually this leads to loss of control. The emotional aggressor becomes more and more abusive over time, losing control of their ability to respect appropriate boundaries. Over time loss of control means that the gaslighting behaviors have become automatic. They don’t have to think about it and may not even be aware that they’re doing it.

Sometimes these automatic emotional processes can become what is known as process addictions. Robert Minor (2007) defines process addiction as:

“A process becomes an addiction when the process becomes the center of life, the most important reasons for living, when a person becomes dependent upon the process for mood-altering relief from the rest of life. For someone addicted to a process, the process with all its using activities substitutes for taking actions that would change the circumstances of one’s personal life and society that demand addictions to relieve the distress.”

What this means is that emotional aggression can become a conditioned response to a given emotional situation. If emotional aggression is consistently used as an anxiety-management strategy in your interactions with others, then you may be in danger of developing a process addiction. Conversely, if your partner or loved one seems to go on auto pilot whenever there’s a problem that needs to be addressed, they might have a process addiction.

How do you recognize a process addiction? If you’ve ever found yourself interacting with your partner or another friend or family member in a predictable pattern, there may be a process addiction at work. This is especially true if you are using emotionally aggressive responses in such a situation.

Suppose you’ve had an argument so many times that you can predict what your partner is going to say, and your partner can predict what you’re going to say. In other words, you’ve had this argument so many times that it’s almost as if there is an unwritten script somewhere that dictates your responses to each other. You keep going through the motions of this argument, but nothing ever gets resolved. Does this sound familiar?

I call such arguments Index Card Arguments, because it’s as if you’ve both written the argument down on an index card somewhere. You know that if you say this, your partner is going to say that, and your partner knows that if they say that, you’re likely to say this. If you could agree to write these arguments out on index cards and number them, you could both save yourselves a lot of time by saying, “Okay, we both know how this argument is going to turn out, so let’s just skip the argument and say that we had Index Card Argument #45, and take it from there.”

If you find yourself constantly having Index Card Arguments, it could be a sign that there is a process addiction occurring.

If nothing ever gets resolved from these repetitive arguments, then ask yourself honestly why you continue to engage in them. Do you feel better afterwards? Do these arguments cause you to feel more keyed up and anxious? Do they change your emotional state in any way? Are they taking your mind off of anxiety, depression, or bad feelings?

If you or your partner are using emotionally aggressive arguments as a means of managing your mood, then you may have a process addiction.

Minor, Robert N. (2007). When Religion is an Addiction. Humanity Works, St. Louis, MO.

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How Gaslighting Works

How gaslighting works

Last week we talked about what emotional aggression is and how emotionally aggressive people often use gaslighting to achieve their goals. Today we’re going to talk about how gaslighting works. We’ll also discuss some common statements used by gaslighters who are being emotionally aggressive.

The term “gaslighting” comes from the 1938 play, Gaslight. This was made into a film in 1944. The premise of the movie is that a husband is trying to convince his wife she is insane so he can gain control of her assets. He leads her to believe she’s stealing things without realizing it and hearing noises that aren’t really there. Because of his manipulations she begins questioning her sense of reality. The term “gaslight” comes from the fact that the husband goes into the attic at night to turn the gas lights on and off in hopes of making his wife question what she’s seeing. In other words, he’s trying to make her doubt her sense of reality.

When someone is being emotionally aggressive, the goal is to make you question your own sense of reality and to instead rely only on what they’re telling you your reality should be. Gaslighting confuses the victims, making them question their own judgment, sense of self-worth, ability to recall the past, and eventually their own sanity.

Here are some of the techniques emotionally aggressive gaslighters use:

Lying to You
People who engage in emotional aggression by gaslighting are habitual liars, and they’re usually so good at it that eventually you start to believe them. They eventually make you start second-guessing yourself. They say things like, “You’re making things up,” “That never happened,” or “You’re crazy.”

Discrediting You
Gaslighters like to try to turn others against you or to convince you that others are against you even when they aren’t. They will use those near and dear to you to accomplish their objectives. They will only tell you the negative things others say about you, and if others aren’t really saying negative things about you the emotionally aggressive person will invent things. Comments a gaslighter might make to discredit you would be things like, “Your family agrees with me…you’re crazy,” or “The kids think you’re being ridiculous.”

Distracting You
Emotionally aggressive people love to distract. This usually takes the form of “whataboutism” in which, whenever you bring up a problem, they say something like, “Oh yeah, well what about this problem instead?” This sometimes takes the form of “You do it too!” Regardless of whether or not you do it too, it doesn’t address the initial question of the gaslighter’s behavior.

Minimizing Your Thoughts and Feelings
One way that a gaslighter will use emotional aggression is to use your own emotional states against you. They might say things like, “Calm down,” “You’re overreacting,” or “Why are you so sensitive?” The goal here is to minimize how you’re feeling or what you’re thinking while trying to force you to be responsible for their emotional state instead.

Shifting Blame
Blame-shifting and blame-storming are other common gaslighting tactics. Every time you try to have a discussion with an emotional aggressor, they twist everything into making it your fault so that you feel you are to blame. Whenever you try to discuss how their behavior towards you makes you feel, they say things like, “We’d get along just fine if you’d see things my way,” or “If you acted right I wouldn’t have to treat you the way I do.”

Denying Wrongdoing
Emotional aggressors are notorious for denying that they did anything wrong. They make poor choices and then refuse to take responsibility for them, preferring to blame others. Denying the feelings of others in this manner can leave their victims feeling unseen, unheard, and unloved. Over longer periods of time victims develop “learned helplessness,” which is a state of giving up and losing hope that things will change. Gaslighters might deny wrongdoing by saying things like, “I never said that,” or “You’re just overreacting” or “Stop imagining things.”

Using Compassionate Words as Weapons
Emotional aggressors are very good at mixing lies with the truth to keep you off-balance. Sometimes they’ll through in positive reinforcement just to confuse you. They know that keeping you off-balance makes you easier to control. They might say something like, “You know how much I love you. I would never hurt you on purpose,” or “I only criticize you because I love you and want you to get better.” The most abusive form of this is when domestic violence offenders say things like, “I only hit you because I love you.”

Rewriting History
Gaslighters and emotional aggressors love to change the details of events to their favor. If your partner shoved you against the wall, and then you bring it up later, they might say something like, “What really happened is that you stumbled and I tried to catch you.”

All of these tactics are used by gaslighters to make you lose your own sense of reality. Emotional aggressors try to control others so they don’t have to learn how to control themselves. If you have a partner or a loved one who is trying to make you responsible for their emotional states, or who is trying to tell you what you should feel and should not feel, you’re probably a victim of gaslighting.

In the coming weeks we’ll be talking about how to address some of these issues. We’ll also be focusing on how people who use emotional aggression and gaslighting as their primary coping mechanisms can learn less maladaptive behaviors.

What Is Gaslighting and Signs It May Be Happening to You, Very Well Mind
By Sherri Gordon Updated on April 12, 2023

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Emotional Aggression and Gaslighting

emotional aggression and gaslighting

One of the concepts we frequently talk about in Mindfulness-Based Ecotherapy is emotional aggression.

Emotional aggression and gaslighting usually go hand-in-hand. Gaslighting is used to perpetuate a perpetrator’s emotional aggression.

Emotional aggression is the aggressive use of our own emotional states in an attempt to manipulate or control others, or in an attempt to make others be responsible for our moods.

If I hold others responsible for my emotional state, I am being emotionally aggressive. Likewise, if I attempt to control the emotional state of others against their will, I am being emotionally aggressive. The Emotional Aggression Questionnaire allows you to assess whether or not you are prone to act in emotionally aggressive ways. Some statements emotionally aggressive people might make include:

“I won’t be happy until you do _ for me.”
“It’s your fault that I feel this way.”
“You made me feel _”
“You just need to stop feeling this way.”
“We’d get along just fine if you’d do things my way.”
“You have no right to be angry at me.”

People who are being emotionally aggressive usually rely on gaslighting to manipulate others with their emotions.

People who have been gaslit often feel anxious or depressed. Victims of gaslighting can develop mental health problems, including substance abuse issues and even thoughts of suicide. For this reason it is important to recognize what emotional aggression is and to be familiar with its dynamic when working with patients and clients.

Some of the signs of gaslighting include:

  • Doubting that your feelings and your reality are accurate or valid
  • Feeling that you’re just being too sensitive
  • Believing that you have no right to feel the way you do
  • Questioning your own judgment and choices
  • Questioning your own perceptions
  • Being afraid to speak up because it might cause conflict with someone who is being emotionally aggressive
  • Emotional cutoffs – shutting down in conversations about emotions because you don’t feel heard or valued
  • Feeling vulnerable and insecure
  • Feeling you’re always “walking on eggshells” when dealing with a person who is being emotionally aggressive
  • Feeling isolated and powerless
  • Doubting your own sense of self-worth and instead believing what an emotionally aggressive person is telling you about yourself
  • Being disappointed in yourself and who you have become – this is especially true if you fear disappointing an emotionally aggressive person
  • Feeling confused most of the time when talking to an emotionally aggressive person
  • You’re always “waiting for the other shoe to drop;” expecting something bad to happen all the time
  • You feel like you are never good enough and you’re always apologizing
  • You second-guess yourself and find it hard to make decisions
  • You assume others are disappointed in you and never seem to be able to give yourself the benefit of the doubt
  • You wonder what’s wrong with you
  • You eventually give up on making your own choices and instead leave the decision-making to the emotionally aggressive person

If you recognize any of these signs, you may be the victim of an emotionally aggressive person. Next time we’ll talk about some common statements used by emotionally aggressive people and how to deal with them.

Grampian Women’s Aid: Coercive Control: 10 Signs It’s Gaslighting
http://www.grampian-womens-aid.com/newsevents/gaslighting-10-signs